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in the bleak midwinter EP

by Kate Short

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pepeleehay many of my favorite songs are ones i associate with seeing winter landscapes from the train, with a yen for something more. this whole EP takes me to that place inside me, a deep solace. Favorite track: Same Till It's You.
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1.
Ghost Song 03:35
i miss you mostly like a favorite song turns up slowly lingers long i have a copy of your favorite book i read it slowly to see you there (chorus) i know you hear me when i don’t say much at all we’re both listening for a sign a cup of coffee the past back on the shelf i see it ending in my mind (chorus) I know you hear me when i don't say much at all we're both listening for a sign are my eyes open? to the world out there i wish you’d save me it’s hard to care i hold my own hand tight as i see you slip away i’ll walk bravely but i’ll still cry
2.
Do Something 04:27
Find myself An empty lot Again Car wheels spin in a deadlock Waiting for someone to pull me out Freeze frames don’t look the same 10 months out I wasn’t perfect I am not perfect Rain is falling Gently turning into snow Watch it float down Waiting for me To do something Shut the screens With all the things They’re telling me Looking down all the ways I can’t commit I just need to do something Winter is the slowest season
3.
Coffee’s on the counter in the morning And the evening city streets all look the same But the thought of you was never quite so pressing since the chasm where you came and left again I see it in the streetlights and the silence And the promise that tomorrow ends the same And I see you all around the empty edges The shadows softly spelling out your name The lovers get the cafes and the corners And I hope to grace I give away the claim Your memory won’t let me off so easily And the feeling safe when we were both the same The kitchen in the late nights keeps my confidence And the quiet always dulls away the pain But the thought of you was never quite so pressing knowing loving you too much is what’s to blame The same till it’s you It’s the same till it’s you
4.
In the bleak midwinter Frosty wind made moan Earth stood hard as iron Water like a stone Snow had fallen Snow on snow on snow In the bleak midwinter Long, long ago Angels and Arc Angels May have traveled there Cherubim and Seraphim Thronged the air But only mother In her maiden bliss Worshiped the beloved With a kiss What can I give him? Poor as I am If I were a shepherd I would give a lamb If I were a wise man I would do my part But what I can I give him I will give my heart

about

This EP is about struggling to deal with being lost and learning to let yourself be lost. As soon as I graduated, I started being really hard on myself about feeling lost, and for feeling the loss of school being over, and other normal things people in their early 20s feel. Some of these songs kind of scared me when I wrote them because they weren’t like the songs I usually write, and they deal with fear and doubt and feeling directionless. I think I was really against letting myself have a winter season.

One of my favorite verses in the Bible is Psalms 1:3, which says “That person is like a tree planted by streams of water, that yields its fruit in its SEASON.” I love that this verse suggests that like nature, we as humans don’t need to be producing all the time- it encourages me to learn to be okay with the fallow seasons and trust that there will be newness and regrowth and blooming again.

This EP asks questions: How do you deal with periods of lostness or restlessness or weariness or listlessness? I don’t have all the answers but these songs are my wrestling with these questions. I hope you listen, and that these songs give you some peace and encouragement in learning to live through the lostness <3

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released March 1, 2024

Songwriting, producing, voice, guitar: Kate Short

Lyrics of "In the Bleak Midwinter": Christina Rossetti, 1872
Melody of "In the Bleak Midwinter": Gustav Holst, 1906

Guitar sample on "Ghost Song": Christien Ayers

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